Paris! Staying at a Deacon's House

Thank God for today. Today was the last day in Spain. Nothing much happened there, it was mainly packing and travelling. 

Then I came to Paris in the evening. I think I'm gonna like this place.  It feels much like Canada for some reason. 

Thank God that He guided me to stay at a deacon's house. The deacon offered me to stay during AMC at his house after he learned that I was coming to Paris. When I got here, he picked me up from the station too. May God remember his and his family's love. 

Today I once again felt the heavy feeling or guilt in my heart (it had happened many times before for a while now). I've been reflecting on this feeling I had, I thought that it was unreasonable that I would feel this way, since God's will for us in Christ is to live joyfully. 

Thank God, He moved me to think more about His words.  And I felt a lot better when I reflect on His words. Although sometimes I could feel that something was blocking me (the heavy feeling) from thinking about God's word. It's Satan preventing me from reflecting on God's words (thank God that He opened my eyes to this in AMC, and He strengthened me also to overcome it with prayer). There may be struggles still spiritually, but God has given me the faith to continue the fight until I overcome it with His power one day.